Have finished a grand total of 9 safety pin bracelets as of this morning. Restrung one because it was a little small and made a new one from scratch in 20 minutes (super-fast cause the beads were so easy to string). Usually takes about 45 minutes to complete one, but wasted precious time yesterday when I popped open a tube of beads and they ended up flying everywhere. Thank goodness Zhi Yun came over to help out so we managed to complete 5 bracelets before the team meeting.

Felt very very very flustered when I got home last night. I don't know why exactly. I set down my bag and unpacked stuff, fed Squee... felt so uneasy and even slightly frantic in my mind. Thoughts of things to settle by deadlines, logistics, even the sale of bracelets. And then there are responsiblities for primary school GB on Saturday morning. Worries, worries, and worries all floating about in my head. Of course nothing good nor was anything achieved from all that. Persis would prob be able to relate to it as a panic attack. I nearly felt like I was going mental. Hearing about the battles that some team members have gone through certainly didn't help. True, I was tired and that could have skewed my perception of things but it was just that moment of 'unnerve-ness' that so disturbed me. Was something wrong between me and God? Spiritual battles are real, people who've gone for missions can attest to that, yet I don't want to be an alarmist, to start getting paranoid about everything and anything...

Jars Of Clay's World's Apart is playing now. Trust...

Funny. I feel better. Like, 'yeah, it's gonna be alright.'...